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high above the chimney top
thats where youll find me. ♥

my day was pretty boring.hahaha. i js felt like updating. i really love subway. its so good. i like lettuce,red onion, bell peppers and jalepenos on mine. rofl. perfectoooo. :D and i got chicken and bacon ranch today with sweet onion sauce that was fat free. it sounded good tastes good and is fat free. hahahaaha.
if making the right choices makes people feel better bout themselves, cause i gotta admit i feel better about myself when my make the slightest good choices like water over soda or you know, like that.
how come they dont do it more often.
hm.
idk
hahhahha.
im being lazy and im using my sisters laptop instead of mine.my parents always watch these videos on vietnam and they get me to watch it.
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idk why. honestly.
so i needa tell a story. it reminds me about being proactive cause its one of the habit i learned in summer school for expository and like..
theres this one habit where bad things always go wrong. but what matters in the end is your responce to it. how yo react and what you do about it.
ihate that he said we were "best firneds" and then im off his top whatever and he goes on vacation for a month and i dont know. he doesnt tell me
what the fuck right?
yeah
oh well. hes not what i want so hes not worth my time
peace&love

ohh kiss me.
i absolutely love that song. its by sixpence none the richer.

lets talk about friday and saturday. haha. perfect days<3. we went to the aquarium we as in ikids and mee. it couldve been boring if my new friends didnt go. hahaha. mann. rocking out in the van :D and those funny fishes we saw. inside jokes. so HILLARIOUSSSS. everything everything<3 so then i went home and i then i went to watch the simpsons movie. it was so good. too short but hilarious. too hilarious. so then i went home and i woke up the next day and stayed at ikids from 11 to 7. doing.. stuff. i had class but melanies party was there too. so yeah. i talked to christine and i finished my second packet for drivers ed. whoop.

through two days i realized that days i spend with him are just perfect. when hes not there im wishing he was, when he is there im wishing hed stay forever. since 6th grade ive never ever forgotten about him. and i found out that when i try to think about someone else a part of me always always wants him, needs him. whatever it is. but WHY. WHY him. is it becuase hes made me feel something no other guy has, or is it cause somethings just not finished yet. i wish id knew what itd take for me to just move on with needing to know what would become of us. its complicated. a part of me reckons he likes me, a part of me knows i should stop brain activity forever if im wrong, a part of me knows i should tell me, a part of me knows things will never be the same if i tell him, no matter the outcome. a part of me knows i wanna know and a part of me rather not. what the hell is UP with him though. i swear its so.. ARRGGGG. i mean at the moment i know hes not interested in anyone. well i didnt ask but.. i just know. and him and that girl is as dead as stuff thats dead. roflrofl. hahaha.

down by the broken treehouse &hearts;

okayy.. now im taking drivers ed. FINALLY. gosh. i needa finish it and FAST. i need the permission slip thing hahaha. i have the packet right now and i needa work on it. okay okay okay. i wanna finish it. hahahaha.

tomorrow is geni yangs birthday party. OH YESS. i cant wait. something to do FINALLY. then no school for a couple days. fuck yeahh. and then its FRIDAYY

AHHAHAHAHAH

AH

aHAH

AHAHHH

AHH.

aquarium of the pacific. and hes going too. and melanie. and christine. i love them. hahahaha. in a friend way though, nothing more. stupidboy. and the simpsons movie comes out that day too. fuck yeah. i cant wait.

my glasses broke and its the part where it touches the upper part of my nose. GAHH. its been stratching me a lot and it hurts A LOT!!!. AHHHH. its so annoying. i got so grouchy today. i hate it when my face gets sweaty and then my glasses fog up. goddang.

2mrw is saturday. mmhmm. i suppostdly have plans with yaying, but idk if shell make it. *sigh* i understand why and stuff but i js get so goddamn tired of my friends making plans with me then bailing. but whatever. my lifes not over and i guess its okay and stuff. i have ikids 2mrw, and im suppost to go to montechello to exchange my bullhead jeans with skinny bullhead jeans. you wouldnt believe it. if you try on a pair you get 10 dollars off your entire purchase, whether you guy the jeans or not. the jeans are REALLY REALLY comfortable tho. gee. i js want skinny jeans tho. mmhmm.

anddd yeah.

ttyl guys :D

kayy. so my day went out okay. andd.. whats been on my mind lately? my dogs
i love em to death. esp. the black one. so freakin cute.my dad build a fenced off-ish area for them so they can run around while im at school. its made outta cardboard. they cant get out and stuff so i guess its okay. but they shit a lot and stuff liek that. and its always on the news paper that covers the whole flooring of the fenced area its in. it can sleep and eat and play and jizz and shit in there. i hate having to clean their shit and jizzed newspaper up tho. i guess these dogs are takin up my time and i know theyre my responsiblity, but then i wanna go out and stuff too. "/ everytime before i go out i have to give em food or clean their area or wipe em down and stuff liek that.

sigh. fool, if the dogs were perfectly pottytrained everything would be perfect. mmhmm. i yell at them and hit them to tell em to stop and stuff and theres a weewee pad in their area too but then they still jizz and shit on the news paper. ARGGG. hmm. i guesss thats it. hahah

hahahah 102.7
so todayy i woke up and went to sleep multiple times and i took a shower at around 11. and then i went to class. i had fun. it went by FAST. i kept laughing. silly boys. and paul used up ALL of my battery too. asdgh dumbshit. his ran outta battery too. we were outside for 30 min talking and laughing and stuff. it was fun. hahaha. and yeahh. then iwent home. hehehe. thats bout it. i needa sleep now x.x iwanted to post more before but guess not. nighies

its funny how so much laughter can turn into tears in a second. its funny how i never thought id cry so hard over something that doesnt have to do with boys. whats funnniest of all is that none if this is funny, but its real.

hm. 2mrw is INDEPENDENCE DAY. well, i dont have any plans 4 2mrw, idk what im doing as in like playing with fireworks and watching them, i think i might. anddd.. yeah. im gunna go watch movies 2mrw tho. :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN SUN

he prob. doesnt even know i have one of these. mwahahhaha. i like these. writing in these is like my everyday escape. i get to spill a little, sometimes a lot. i wanna watch a lot of movies. hm..

i get my dogs soon- excuse me my SISTERS dogs. .____. gee. and and i went to the airport with my dad today and i told my dad i wanna go to london.

and

he said well go if i get honor roll before winter break, so we can go in the winter time. YAY!!!. mwhahah.okay.

peace guyss <3 :D

fucking aye. on my brother and my comp i cant see veriation codes. OMG. i cant give tom a myspace on my bros myspace and i cant change my password cause i cant see the veriation code. and im like what the fuck. my sisters laptops being slow. what am i to do? omg. i needa sleep a lil earlier cause i was a few minutes late for summer school today. i wonder.... hm. okay. bye guys :D

finally done with my essay, considering i did half of it at school and another half of it at my moms work place. i finished typing it andd... im donee. i cant for school tomorrow. its so great wanting to come to school everyday. awesomee. :DD. and the essay easy. mmm.. stuff to do. ill update 2mrw

byee ^___^